I want to hold on to something solid

I want to hold on to something solid

These days I’ve been fluctuating between complete certainty that I’m going in the right direction and complete anxiety that I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m comforted by my experiences with some of the “masters of the universe;” they don’t know what’s going on either.

At the very least, I’ve dedicated myself to taking small steps every day. Writing in this blog that no one reads is part of that. I walk around the world and think about what I’m going to write. One day I will publicize the existence of this blog and people will be able to see the early days when I had nothing but an idea.

Although I don’t know what it will look like in maturity, the idea of impacting millions of lives is solid. I just need to take care of that seed until it grows into a huge ass social impact redwood.

When do I open Pandora’s Box?

When do I open Pandora’s Box?

Who do I tell about my next moves? I’ve told some close friends and family, all of which have been supportive. Even the random people that I’ve talked to about this have been positive and helpful.

The tricky audience will be my parents and my colleagues. These are people that want to see me be successful, mostly by staying on the path that I’m on. What happens when I want to take things in a different direction?

I’ll have to tell them eventually, but I don’t know when that’ll be. Yikes!